The Phantom's Debut

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My Life in Words, Page 2

In the Silence

In the silence is where your words are the strongest.
It makes you think more than you want it to.
It makes you understand what you didnt understand.
I helps a friend in their time of need
In the silence the simplest words can mean the most.

May I Die?


A craving to die is just a crazed thought
I have only sought
And in deep thought of wonder
There is plunder.

I have tried too hard to end it here
But as I stand at the end of the pier
I wish I could just dive in
Then I think of my kin.

I feel so bad on the inside
Yet, I feel this funny feeling inside me side
If I do I have a certain fate
And it is worse than a blind date.

The tears will just seep
As my torn family weeps
I can not stand the tears any more
Yet, they just seem to pour.

Life is a waste
I must leave in haste
No one cares
And my heart tears

Why do I still live?
I guess I must give
There must be a reason for life
And none for this knife....

Time

Time smears the close
The time will soon come
No one to see but many to listen
Time overlaps minute upon minute
Second upon second
Soon the time will vanish
All the old will stop and the new will begin

The Pond Effect

One more tear is just a rain drop in a pond.
It ripples out and touched every end of the pond.
It effects lives and spirits of everyone it touches.
One ripple, one thought, one cause, and one effect

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Tears have fallen
I cry so much
My eyes are red
And burn with shame
Shame that flows eternally
It shall never be broken
No matter how much I ask for forgiviness
I always have this shame
Inside my head
And
Inside my heart

The Eagle

Careless and free to roam and soar
Like an eagle flying high into
The bright sunrise of a new day
Wonders on it's mind
Wonders of great amazment.
No one can imagine
The thoughts of the
Great eagle soaring
Flying free and carelessly
Into the sunrise

Falling Freely
Falling freely into guilt and self pity
my mind causes stress that none can compare with
I could scream and no one could hear
I could listen and no one would talk

Falling freely from sin and shame
My life is so messed up
I could ask for forgiveness and be forgiven
I could give forgiveness and not be forgiven

Falling freely into your arms
My heart is your heart
I could lie and you'd still love me
I could love and you'd do the same

Falling freely
Falling freely
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into love

the life of an unknown becomes revealed